Illustrated Sanity

Soundtrack of My Life - April

1. Walls - The Red Paintings

2. Pit Flings - Mike Morasky (Portal 2 Soundtrack)

3. Ricochet! - Shiny Toy Guns

4. Swing Bop - Der Dritte Raum

5. Forest of Funk - dB Soundworks (Super Meat Boy Soundtrack)

6. Into the Void - Nine Inch Nails

7. Cupid’s Chokehold - Gym Class Heroes

8. In Motion - Trent Renzor and Atticus Ross (Social Network Soundtrack)

9. Animus Vox - The Glitch Mob

10. How To Be Eaten By a Woman - The Glitch Mob (Dear god Jack, thank you for showing me this BAND!)

Less Than Three

I’m not one for cliché messages or any concept around that. I can be a sucker for them, but it’s somewhat not in my nature to resort to a template reaction. However after reading a post by Clara that expresses her love for her partner really has tempted me to make my own nice little message of love to my man child of a boyfriend.



“Shit, I really want to express something that means a deeper meaning for ‘I love you’ so how the fuck do I do that?” is a question I’ve really been asking myself since the year mark rolled around for us. I can buy things, make things or simply just be there for you but I still think there is more I can do. At this point I’m probably grabbing a hold of your shirt in a rather ‘Just tell me what to do, dear god I beg of you!’ then you say something either rather immature, like, “Let me stick it in your butt” or you respond with the most plausible (but not as funny) response, “Nothing babe, you already do enough.” And plus, we both know I know you too well and the same is shot right back at me afterwards, you give me a kiss on the head then we go back to killing zombies. You’re probably either sleepily looking at this on your phone at work OR at home on your computer and doing that smirk. Yeah, you are totally doing that right now.

When we’re not being sloppy romantics we are best friends. We know each other too well and are pretty similar in ways that scare the shit out of me. Well, I’m pretty sure I don’t have a penis. Unless I suddenly grew one in the last 5 minutes than I’d be pretty concerned. Wait.. Where was I? Oh right. Having a laugh with you is always entertaining, and you sure know how to cheer me up. Not to mention, you’ve helped me mature and drag me out of my little, anti-social/lack of self confidence shell, kicking and screaming of course. 

Also, I call bullshit on your, “I’m not attractive!” routine. You’re probably the most down to earth guys I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.Who cares if your knee make your feet stick out, that you have a little bit of a stomach and that weird flab thing under your chin that most people have. You’re personality make me.. Envious to the point I do try and think in situations, “What would James do?” and I’m attracted to these things regardless because it makes you who you are - rather hypocritical saying all of that but I do what I want. In all honesty, I’d prefer a normal guy over some A grade eye candy. 

I love sitting there and listening to you talk about the things you’re passionate about. I know I go on auto response sometimes (sometimes I’m thinking serious business and the like… OKAY OKAY! Alright! I lie it’s something like this) and I feel dreadful when I do. You’re projects interest me to no end, and sometimes I get a little disappointed that you continue no further with them. But it’s understandable we both tend to chase after new bright and shiny things. We don’t even need to say anything to enjoy each other’s company. It’s aspects like this that make me glad that we decided to be in a relationship with each other. 

So, I’ll end this on something I’ve said countless times to you. I love you. Faggot.

Be Right Back, Stealing Computer

James recently bought a new computer because his old one was a sack o’ crap. I’ve seen how it runs games and oh my god. It’s such an amazing piece of technology. He’ll most likely talk about it on his blog by getting down to the main specifications it has (LOOK AT MY CAR!) however I’m just really, really amazed at the performance. I played some Team Fortress 2 while he was working, it is smoother than a.. I can be bothered to really create some sort of original simile here that doesn’t include hookers or babies. 

All I know is that I want one. So bad.

Also did this in Garry’s Mod because I’m alone and bored. 

My laptop really can’t run Garry’s Mod anymore due to no room on my drive, which servilely sucks the theoretical balls. 

This is also for my really fantastic and amazing boyfriend who got my a really cute teddy and chocolates for Valentines Day, even though we don’t support it. It was a really nice gesture.

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STUFF:

. Had an interview at GAME. Still need to be called back, hopefully I get this position, I’m gladly willing to give up my weekends to work there. And my right arm.

. I’m beginning to draw things! Which is COOL and it rocks like immensely considering that I’ve had a drawing block for… A few months now. I think this year I’ll stick to improving my skills, and drawing beyond busts and silly things.

. Had a cold which really decreased my productivity at work. I’m trying to get better at what I do, hopefully I can become the very best. Like no one ever was. TO SERVE THEM IS MY REAL TEST, TO BE EFFICIENT IS MY CAAAAAAAAAAAAAUSE.

. Learning to be a little more mature. I needs this ins my lifes.

. Been watching waaaaay too much Metalocalypse.